I'm On.

Cup of Rainbow.

Over Sunday brunch at the local Dunkin Donuts, Oliver said, 'Women want everything and a cup of rainbow.'

That Monday afternoon on my way to the train, a lady pushing a shopping cart stopped me and pointed towards the clouds. She said, "Look! A rainbow in November!" And she gushed and parlayed for a moment with a fixed gaze. I looked toward the heavens in the direction she was facing and there it was.

*You helped me see it.

;*

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Monster Love.

the latest addition to my favorite list...

SexTherapy.

listen...

Robin Thicke

Beautiful Lyrics: Everything.Lifehouse

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose... you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Lifehouse Everything

*I love you.

LoveLiberation.

Journey.

The Foreign Exchange

October 23rd at BB Kings...

what an unforgettable night!!

...sigh and a deep smile.

F*ck this.

enough with the tomfoolery.

i'm done.

moving forward...

2 Let Go.

Guys.

dance with barefeet.

art by Kurt Halsey

Autumn Escape.

Amerykahn Promise.SteveLopez.

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Create.Truth.

"Everybody is original, if they tell the truth, if they speak from their true self. But it must be from their true self and not from the self they think they should be. So remember these two things; you are talented and you are original." Brenda Ueland.

Heaven holds you.

There is just something about a man who can dance.

Dance, dance, dance and light up the skies...

may you rest in peace.

Lover.

let's go
to the moment
where we connect

down where the barriers fade
with the elapse of time
and you are all that matters

my lover's kiss
that awakens me
arouse this intensity within

im drawn to you

my body responds
to the notion of your love
the idea of your touch

sing my song that you know by heart
stay right here
seize my craving
devour my time

Believe.

The darkest hour is truly just before the dawn.

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Love.

Even after all this time
The sun never says to the earth,
"You owe me."

Look what happens
with a love like that,
It lights the whole sky.

Hafiz.

Concrete Jungle

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Urban Edition

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The Phantom Returns

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Out of the Rain.

Lost Without You. Robin Thicke

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby

Baby you're the perfect shape
Baby you're the perfect weight

Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop [Don't stop]
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna hold with me
You want to stay warm and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right

I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby!

Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
Ooh ooh baby
All right right... yeah.

To all those that celebrated with me...

My heart is full of joy.

This has been the best year of my life! Sending a very sincere thank you to all of my very favorite people that came out to share the evening with me.



Special thank you...


Marisol. Oliver. Jason. Wendy. Danielle.

You've shown me true love and you are my family.



I love you.I love you.I love you. I love you. I love you.
oh yes, I do!




[and we doing it again this weekend!]

August15.My Party.

________________

. . . . . prime

________________
511 W. 28th Street
New York, NY 10001

the smile says it all.

[thank you!]

Tuesday.

Lesson Learned.

"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
-Albert Einstein



[i forgive you that you're not as awesome as i thought you'd be.]

Fit the Description?

in·dif·fer·ent [you know who you are.]

[disclaimer: if you know someone who fits this description, please follow with prompt removal from all aspects of life and well-being. Disposable toxicity. Good riddance to bad rubbish!]


Pronunciation:\in-ˈdi-fərnt, -f(ə-)rənt\
Function: adjective

1: marked by impartiality: unbiased
2 a: that does not matter one way or the other b: of no importance or value one way or the other
3 a: marked by no special liking for or dislike of something b: marked by a lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern for something : apathetic
4: being neither excessive nor inadequate : moderate
5 a: being neither good nor bad : mediocre b: being neither right nor wrong
6: characterized by lack of active quality : neutral
7 a: not differentiated b: capable of development in more than one direction ; especially : not yet embryologically determined

— in·dif·fer·ent·ly adverb
synonyms indifferent, unconcerned, incurious, aloof, detached, disinterested mean not showing or feeling interest. indifferent implies neutrality of attitude from lack of inclination, preference, or prejudice. unconcerned suggests a lack of sensitivity or regard for others' needs or troubles. incurious implies an inability to take a normal interest due to dullness of mind or to self-centeredness. aloof suggests a cool reserve arising from a sense of superiority or disdain for inferiors or from shyness. detached implies an objective attitude achieved through absence of prejudice or selfishness. disinterested implies a circumstantial freedom from concern for personal or especially financial advantage that enables one to judge or advise without bias.

Teddy Love.

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Love After Love

"the time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other's welcome
and say, sit here, eat.

you will love again the stranger who was yourself
give wine, give bread. give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you.
all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.

take down the love letters from the bookshelf,
the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
sit. feast on life."

Derek Walcott

Watermelon.A Small Matter of Miracles

I have observed the power of the watermelon seed. It has the power of drawing from the ground and through itself 200,000 times its own weight. When you can tell me how it takes this material and out of it colors an outside surface beyond the imitation of art, and then forms inside of it a white rind and within that again a red heart, thickly inlaid with black seeds, each one which in turn is capable of drawing through itself 200,000 times its own weight-- when you can explain to me the mystery of a watermelon, you can ask me to explain the mystery of God.
:William Jennings Bryan

Listen.

311. Amber

Brainstorm
take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
this phenomenon
I had to put it in a song
and it goes like

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
you ought to know what brings me here
you glide through my head blind to fear
and I know why
whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You live too far away
your voice rings like a bell anyway
don't give up your independence
unless it feels so right
nothing good comes easily
sometimes you gotta fight

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
launched a thousand ships in my heart, so easy
still it's fine from afar, and you know that
whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
whoa, I got to tell you something

The sun will shine.

Summer Baby.July Tenth.

Happy Birthday. Marisol.

To one of my favorite people...

Happy happy birthday and so many more!

We partying tonight in Harlem...

Xoxo.

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Society Cafe.Harlem

Working all day from one of my favorite low-key spots... good bites, free wi-fi, cool vibe...

More to come!
Stay tuned...

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Grateful.

Today, I smiled a whole lot. And that's all I'm gonna say.

I know what joy feels like and I thank you!

Sweet slumber... Take me further away.

@11:35.

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Groove Theory.Tell Me.

Sending My Love To You. Zhane.

If I could mail my heart
Right to you, I would
I'd pack it up, seal it tight
And I'd send it over night

Every time I hear your voice
And I look into your eyes
Sends a burning sweet sensation
Oh, inside of me

The look in your eyes
Has found me
I am sending

Sending my love to you
Praying that you are home
Sealing it with a kiss
Sending my love

Sending my love to you
Praying that you are home
Sealing it with a kiss
Sending my love

With my heart in your hands
I'm as helpless as a baby
I'm in desperate need of your love
So just send it right away

I've been thinking 'bout you, boy
Because you're so far away
Makes me want to send you all this love
Inside of me

The look in your eyes
Has found me
I am sending

Sending my love to you
Praying that you are home
Sealing it with a kiss Oh, ho
Sending my love

Sending my love to you
Praying that you are home
Sealing it with a kiss
With a kiss
Sending my love

If I could mail my heart
Right to you, I would
I'd pack it up, seal it tight
And I'd send it over night

Ilyasah Shabazz. Summer Reading.

July Seventh. Blacksummers'night

Mo' Phantom Photos

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Harlem Tuesday's

The best time at Shrine Bar!

Thank you, Stacey M.!

Thank you, Marisol!

blissful Tuesday's.

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Music Icon.M.J.

Words can not express the monument of today....

Rest.in.peace.

Our beloved,
Michael Jackson

Music.

Damn, I love music.

[quote me on that]...

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Lykke Li. Little Bit

Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause I don't know
Eye to eye
Thigh to thigh
I let go

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit

A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
Oh ah

Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh
Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh

And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart
And I will never ever be the first to say it
But still I, yes you know, I..I..I..
I would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby I love you love you
A little bit

If you would do it
If you would say it
If you would mean it
That we could do it
If it was you and I, not only I
Ha hm

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
Ah oh

Come here, stay with me
Stroke me by the hair
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man

Come here, stay with me
Stroke me by the hair
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man

Little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit

In lalalala love with me
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit

Little bit
Little bit

Little bit
Little bit
Little bit...



;* muah

Phantom Photographs

** the pictures below were all randomly taken by my blackberry....
there's a phantom in my pocket...
[he adores art just like me!] lol
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City Life: Phone Art

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Phantom Photo

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Phone Art

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June 16th

film screening...

Selfish & Secretive

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Attraction

"Attraction is in the details. If you love me, it's probably not going to be because of my face. It will be my awkward laugh, or the way I grab a bottle or read a book. In the end, people have very little control over what makes them attractive to other people."

:::Italo Zucchelli
men.style.com


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Smashing Pumpkins. Today

Today is the greatest day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow
Tomorrow's much too long
I burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest day

I have ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I've tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you round
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever known

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April 28th

Chrisette Michelle.


see you back stage @ BB Kings...

Gloria Naylor

Current read: Mama Day

One of my favorite novels of all time...

Angels & Kings

Deemi.
May 21st.

*Watch me make it happen.

Ok, so it didn't happen :[
but I still love Deemi!

Louise L. Hay

Reading....
You Can Heal Your Life

[Heavy Duty] Philosophy:

Every thought we think is creating our future.

We create every so-called illness in our body.

[and that's just on the index page, lol...]

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The Good Life

Soooooooo much going on right now!!!


Thank you, Suparna!

Run As One: April 19th

Sunday begins my training for a small 4 mile run in Central Park, April 19th.

Let's get it!

Join me!

Deemi: Good Music

*

With a voice straight out of heaven, Deemi remains under the radar...
but every princess must pay her dues- this girl is golden, for certain.

*courtesy of her myspace page... vibe out.

my faves:
I Remember
No Regrets
Leave Me Alone

5:55am

Can't sleep.
wide awake.
lovely reminiscent thoughts.
<3

Thursdays in Brazil

Brazilian Dance class tonight at Djoniba's!
Right by Forty Deuce [43rd & 8th, to be precise.] with Ana - excellent teacher!

* Soon to come... Walk This Way Workshop with Stacey McKenzie

Lover's Groove

Despair

not much to say but I'll say this...

action is the antidote to despair.

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The Science of Sleep

Quietly reading on a Sunday evening, I overheard Teddy happily barking in his sleep. Sometimes, he even moves his legs in a running motion...
The mind is a powerful thing.

Even in his small seven pound body [if he even weights that much], Teddy's lovely little mind goes beyond reality...

What is this thing about dreaming?


[to be continued...]

Spring Blossoms

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Day Five

I've been faithfully attending my personal training sessions and boy am I sore. SORE. My back, my thighs, all over my buttocks, my stomach--especially in the rib region... After this mornings' routine, I could barely walk down a flight of stairs. And I'm loving it. lol I'm going to be right back at it tomorrow! This year, I really want to join a crew team and start running small marathons. It has begun. [Can't you hear the Rocky anthem in the background?!] I'm so serious. lol ;]

Just wait until August 20th!
[my 25th birthday!]

Loverman

with one look into your eyes suddenly... i feel myself.
difficult to explain- this space in my chest, this frame in time
right here and now. while those eyes are looking back into mine
i wonder if you see it.

you've captured my attention.

every song reminds me of you. the way you touch.
the lingering of your smell after a sensual session together.
like the rock & rhythm in my favorite song. i'm the melody and you are inside the beat. the musician. playing me. yes, just play me.

at night, thoughts of you flood my sensual switch board and i'm alive.
the depth in your voice... spellbinding.
how are you doing this to me?

and in the morning, i greet the sun with a smile as memories parade prance & stomp heavy
all inside my bosom.

April Fool

Rain, rain... stay for a while why don't you... I enjoy your company. [that's all a lady wants to hear sometimes]


Steve Harvey shoulda wrote that in his dang book. Hmph.

BlackBerry Fumbles

Lol why is my blackberry sending random emails to my blog?! [smh]
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Randy Pausch

My sister recommended this book and The Last Lecture is easily on my favorite's list. Google it. Youtube it.

Thank you, Dr. Pausch.

Focus.

affirmative thought:

Stacey McKenzie.
Cheryl Gentry.
Deemi.
Robin Thicke concert April 10th.

Mind frequency.

I just got a message from one of my favorite people on Earth! [Whom I was just thinking about.]

Dr. Beth McCoy

Thank you affirmative thoughts!

Next Up

Saturday

Still pretty busy with work and apartment hunting... but I think I've found the perfect place! The only thing standing in my way is a little time and patience and I am declaring it now--
April 1st will be the day! Apartment A5... [That's how I knew it was meant to be.]
Eyes on the prize, baby...

Got a nail appointment today with my one & only bella nail tech from Astoria [on Steinway]. I have been going to her for about a little over a year and I refuse to let anyone else even paint my nails, let alone do work on them. She's know that I'll wait hours if necessary and I believe in the value of showing appreciation-- tipping is an art! That's the loyal lioness is me-- when I know where to go to get it good, you better believe I'm coming back. Strictly business or otherwise. [wink, wink] lol

I'm so excited about Stacey McKenzie bringing her Walk This Walk Workshop to New York City! I am beyond ecstatic. Totally have my marketing switch on full effect and strategizing on all of the new and innovative ways to develop this brand.

Monday is my big final presentation from my professional course and then Tuesday, I'll be attending this event from Full Circle NY. See me there!
Busy, busy worker bee.


**Currently on page 144 of Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man...
thoughts soon to come!

Also, for most of this week I will be detoxing, cleansing, jogging, all around getting serious!
For every day next week, I will be meeting with a personal trainer to step it up.
And reading more... join me, please?

The Truth

March 24th

Tuesday Nite + Harlem = Awesome

that's all I'm gonna say. lol.

Forgivings.

I'm contemplating...
I have so much to say but I don't know if blogging it would be in my best interest. There are just some things that I must keep to myself... or at least between the pages of a much protected diary.

Soon to come! Promises!

Business as usual...
This afternoon I got a full-body deep tissue massage, a facial, pedicure, the works! Necessary much, ladies...
The body is your temple... the mind is your paradise.

Quick update...
Stacey McKenzie emailed me Sunday and we shall soon begin working... so excited! Let's go, Spring Fever!
Major presentation on Monday... going to be studying all through Monday.
Aaaaand I am apartment shopping all week to have [hopefully] made a decision by this weekend... where shall I reside-- Astoria, Harlem, or Brooklyn?

like Bugs used to say, stay tuned folks!

*Gosh I miss Looney Tunes. lol

Bliss.

I'm just gonna sum up this past weekend in one word... tumultuous.
lol

But have you noticed the title of this blog? [check now]

Yes... bliss-- this splendiforous emotion I am harboring at the moment that has me smiling ear to ear, carefree, and chipper...

And to the individual [directly] responsible, I've just got two words for ya...

Thank you.

Is it really Tuesday.

Gosh, it's 8:04 on a Tuesday and honest to goodness, I don't think I saw the light of day I've been working so intentively...face in book... pen in hand.

Today was all about research, research, research. The topic... me. And I'm not talking about the superficial, surface layer material--- I mean the inner core. The Philos!

And the powers of these innovative networking mediums...
I reunited with one of my favorite Philosophy professors' and I even engaged in brief dialogue with a few A-Listers today.

The value of the network, network, network. Connect and engage.
stay tuned.

Goodnight.

there's nothing quite like loyalty. i believe in unconditional love...

What's that right there?

Ok, so you might be wondering...
"What exactly are The Velveteen Principles?" Well, remember that children's story The Velveteen Rabbit?

What does it mean to be real?

For the velveteen rabbit, becoming real meant learning to be truly himself and not a version of something he thought he was supposed to be. Because it's based on our individuality, the concept of real is different for everyone, just as the purpose of life is varied in perspective. In a society consumed by Euro-centrism, assimilation, and an abundance of destructive social constructs, The Velveteen Principles begins with the argument that it is possible to be a true individual and a genuine entity in this illusionary world.

And if there's anything guaranteed in life it includes feelings of happiness and contentment, work that is engaging, relationships that feel satisfying, and enough love that we don't feel alone in the world. The Velveteen Principles can help you discover and develop your real self, live with empathy and establish satisfying relationships. The qualities that make us real help us to connect with others and live in a more deeply satisfying, engaging and appreciative wavelength. Once you truly tap into your geniune essence and you know that everything you say and do matters to others, you can also understand that we each leave an impact on the world that remains long after we're gone.

Hmph. Def food for thought.

[http://www.velveteenprinciples.com/]
*ch-check it out.

Sunday.

It's the ides of March!

Shakespeare left quite an impression on me...

Spring fever.

Good Friday.

I don't believe in coincidences because everything happens for a reason.

Today I got The Secret in the mail from Netflix and as soon as I got the chance, I put that sucker on rotation. Of course, by now everyone is up on the inner workings of 'the secret' and how it functions. The whole "thought frequency" concept and the law of attraction are constantly reiterated throughout the documentary... and one of the examples they use is how you can suddenly have an encounter with an individual you were thinking about simply by focusing on that person. Not surprisingly, I have managed to attract quite a number of people into my life including people whom I have always wanted to meet based on their artistry. [Jennifer Hudson, Robin Thicke, Stacey McKenzie, Danica Lo, and many other inspiration muses.]

Ever gone through a particular circumstance where you just wish you had a chance to try again? Whether it be a conversation you wanted to attempt again or an entire day you wish you could just erase and start all over, I think we've all been there...
especially when it comes to dealing with someone who you secretly or not-so-secretly admire.

After a restless Friday afternoon, I suddenly caught the urge to go out and at the very last minute, I threw on my little black dress.
[a girl's best friend]
And in the course of the evening, I found myself saying, "I was just thinking about you."

Let's just say I had a good Friday.
a very good Friday. lol

Friday.The.Thirteenth

Last night, I had dinner with a friend...what I consider a real stunner/banger per bossiper standard and I had a blast... adore her company! Didn't Tyra do a show on girl crushes? lol
We chatted about all the typical lady banter...relationships, career, life, blackberry fumbles [arg!], love, granola, yoga and, *the lovely twenty-somethings...

*That moment in life where you've figured it all out, you know what you want, you're selfish, driven, independent, fearless, fucked-up financially, confused, upset, restless, creative, bored, elated aaaand excited all in the same breathe.
If you've ever held the title of "jack of all trades " or a "wearer of many hats," more than likely, you're in your lovely twenty-somethings stage. [insert sinister smile]

And as I look across this glorious city skyline on such a grand 28 degree day, I can't help but suppress the inner child screaming for strappy wedges, halter tops, and watermelon slices... mmm...hush now chil'!
Spring is steadily approaching and I've gotta get on my gym rat status.
A sleek physique in store!

hello munchkins.

Formally introducing, my favorite little guy and yours... (drum roll, please!)
.Teddy. @ three months.
also lovingly known as my 'munchkins', 'buddy,' & 'boo.' :)

lol proud parent.

Season Shift/Switch.

Don't have any sympathy for me.
I've been neglectful.
Shame.Shame.Shame!

ah well... it's water under the bridge. There are times when I am overwhelmed with an abundance of expression and I guess from fear of the 'unknown,' I resist the urge to divulge it all.
Whomp.whompies. New memories to be made thus forward!

Moving right along- Spring is right around the corner, Stacey McKenzie, McCann Erickson, and success are all on my frequency. Let's go!

current addictions:
my blackberry
twitter
lime perrier
night blooming jasmine .Bath & Body Works.
Candy Girls.E!
netflix
youtube make-up tutorials
hello kitty crystal earbuds

Miss Behave

Forgive me, it's been way too long.

I shouldn't have left you. W-without a dope beat to s-step to, step to...

lol... sorry, I'm on my Lady Gaga vibe right now! Electronica. Yum.

So things are underway, much going on and little time to spare. I've been cranking up my Samba classes, going to Crunch more often after work and cutting back on my carb intake. (slowly but surely, babe) Really looking forward to this summer... it'll be the best one to date.

And after a perilous search for satisfiable reading material/artistic content... I think I've found in amongst the pages of MissBehave.

mmm I smell a creative frequency.

Sunday Bliss

Guess what I'm doing right now... Laying back in bed, watching tv, happy as a clam! My mind is just going.
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At Last

Time is an enigma—a strange, illusionary state of mind. With bittersweet objectivity, time escapes everyone and no one… a gentle reminder of how fragile this thing called life really is.

It's been almost a year since my initial post and my dreams are just now coming to fruition. This is how it unfolded...

After a keyboard fumble with my PC, I had no choice but to rely on my back up—[a rusty, dusty clunker that I lovingly toted around campus like a dork when I was in school].
My severely neglected IBM laptop circa 1990 which has been collecting dust on top of a stack of old beloved magazines.

I cracked it open clam-shell style, to reveal the screen that spawned the original post below and to my pleasant surprise, I noticed something that I hadn’t before. Against my desktop image is a beautiful drawing by one of my favorite artists [Kurt Halsey] of a woman with her hair in the wind and the silhouette of her four-legged friend right beside her. Coincidence, I don't think so...

I'm thrilled to delve into this whole blogger experience and unleash the diary within because ultimately none of you, “have any idea.” [Reference to the now obsolete MTV documentary series Diary Of...] I'll spend much of this weekend dedicated to mapping out the blueprints.

Cheers, to new endeavors in Two.Thousand.Nine.